And Breathe …

And Breathe …

And just like that, Baby Loss Awareness Week is over for another year but what an impact it left. I feel like in general the sheer amount of posts, stories , articles I seen have increased since 2018. I was so proud of each and every family who courageously shared their own traumatic stories. I [...]

New Blog Direction

New Blog Direction

I've noticed that recently became a bit unsure of the direction my blog is going in because i'm a bit unsure about life in general at the moment to be honest. I have no clue who I am or what my main purpose is in life anymore. I've found myself reaching the grand old age [...]

Guest Blog By Author, Natasha Carlow

Guest Blog By Author, Natasha Carlow

Burnout Burnout is officially a recognized by the World Health Organization as a health issue and mothers around the world released a collective ‘DUH!”. Working as a youth counsellor and lecturer, I was quite familiar with the phenomenon of burn out.  It is a relatively new term, appearing just around the mid-70s which Urban Dictionary [...]

Sticks & Stones

Sticks & Stones

"when you're a mum you'll understand".. a knife right in the gut when this was said to me whilst I was pregnant with Leo. A flippant comment made with the best intentions and it still affects me when I think about it 6 months later. In that moment I wish I had screamed that I [...]

Living or Existing?

Living or Existing?

These last 4 months since Leo was born has flew by...actually the last year since Francesca died then was born has. What has actually happened to this massive portion of my life. 2018/19 has disappeared in a haze of grief and happiness all at once. I think i've been living in some crazy twilight zone where time [...]

Our Little Leo

Our Little Leo

As I sit here writing this I still cant believe my baby boy is here! I had 9 months of my brain telling me over and over again that I shouldn't have any faith as something will go wrong and we will need to relive losing another child, that we WILL go home empty handed from [...]